:: a new beginning ::

:: Thursday, October 13, 2005 ::

andrew ang and i watched 40yr old virgin today after a long week of mugging and a long day of lessons. yay!! so fun. hahaha a great way to unwind. now i wanna do it everyday. heh : ) well okay. maybe every week : ) and i miss hockey..
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things change. ultimately, they do.
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sick of school, i am.
no more hockey, there is.
study study study, that is all.
star wars, i watched. enjoyed it alot, i did.
going f-ing nuts, i am.

so this world is too much for you to take

so lay it down in front of me

i'll give you everything you need

in every way

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i know one thing for sure is that i don't wanna be left alone. that i need you around. and that i really don't care about what anyone has to say about it. everytime we have those talks about us being too close i get scared that somehow everything will just end there and then. and i don't know what i would do. but i'm glad after all of it, somehow we get through it. that everything is sorted out. or at least some of it. and have faith. we will get through this together. it can work.

i have a smile, stretched from ear to ear

to see you walking down the road

we meet at the lights, i stare for a while

world around us disappears

it's just you and me on my island of hope

a breath between us could be miles

let me surround you, like sea to your shore

let me the calm you seek

everytime i'm close to you there's too much i can't say

and you just walk away

and i forgot to tell you i love you

and the night's too long and cold here without you

i grieve in my condition for i cannot find the strength to say i need you so

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woah. haven't been online for ages. all the sports seasons are in progress now. and a few have already ended with rj reigning champs here and there. whee. go rjc! hahaha. hockey's priority now. though that's not what alot of people would wanna hear [especially my teachers] but yes. it's my priority now. and i'm sick. how wonderful is that. heck. i will kick butt this tourn. yes let's go. come on come on. growl. i have a blocked nose and i'm walking around with my mouth wide open breathing in heavily like i just ran 80rounds or the pitch. well done pau. haha.

jiayou!!
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it's been 2 years. and all i can say is that i still miss my crescent hockey babies. : (
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wheee. i had a great weekend. all i did was go out and play hockey!! hahahaha

friday night my dear yokey was out with me. i bought her a skirt. she just like spent all my money by the way. gosh the things i let her do to me. really. then she came over. and my mother spoils her!! give her all the food she want. so annoying. her own daughter also she didn't care. JEALOUS!! oh we borrowed 3 diff vcds and were just munching and watching stupid shows. mighty fun until she had to leave. idiot. abandon me! you suck!!

woke up just in time to send my family off. they went on a holiday without me!! but that's cause i had game and i couldn't miss it. wahhh. i screwed up that game but better than the previous one i guess. i scored one and i assisted a few!! mighty happy!! at night i met my hockers. i was so so happy to see them!!! HAAPPPYYY BIRTHDAY SHHHANNNBEEEIIII : )))) hahaha ate at crystal jade. was at borders and we were telling jokes and talking about weird stuff. the jokes were so funny i was laughing so loudly my voice jus echoed throughout wheelock place laa. hahahaha it was damn funny. 13 13 13 13!! k whatever pau. i happily had to go home late. reached at about 12 and still had to walk in. i was so hum from all the morbid stuff we were talking about. i called up drew. hahaha n he had to make me more hum by saying stupid things like a ghost is just down the lane or something stupid like that. after a while i just DINT listen to his crap. yes. thanks ahh.

sunday was easter!!! : ) met yokey and kelvin. watched son of mask. went for hope jam. electrico was so good!! : )

yay i'm feeling happy again. i love happy thoughts!
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